Assalamualaikum bloggie . Heyy bloggie , i pledge myself - kuatkan diri nak bagitahu dia betapa sayangnya aku dekat dia kan ? Tapi aku tak fulfill pun hasrat tu :'( Aku takut nak bagitahu dia perasaan sbenar aku ni . Aku sayang dia sangat2 , aku tak nak dia reject perasaan aku ni . Aku tak nak hati aku ni luka teruk , sebab dia :'( . I LOVE HIM SOO MUCH .
Allah , im hoping a mutual love between us :'( I love him so much .
Ya Allah , kurniakanlah hamba mu keberanian , sesungguhnya hamba mu ini seorang yang lemah .
Every post yg aku tengok dkt wall dia , every comment and status , aku jeles gila bila tengok dia dgn perempuan lain . Dia puji kawan aku gorgeous . Babe , i was like - crying okay ? I felt like mcm nak ludah2 je budak perempuan tu . Ya Allah , love really can break friendship right ? :'\
Everytime i hear his favourite song , my head will start imagine - how happy WE are being together , holding hands . Ya Allah , its great and im thankful enough .
I love him for the way he are , i want to be like the song too , i want to fight for him , i want always be there for him lure his sadness . Allah . . . . . .
I LOVE YOU BABY . DONT YOU KNOW THAT ?
Pretending that i dont need you and fikirkan tentang nak lupakan kau - jiwa aku remuk gila. I reallllyyyyy want to be by your sideeeee :'(
Why i am not the one who you dont love ? Why is it me who you dont see ? Why is it me the one who have the broken hearted when i see you with someone else ? Ya Allah :'(
I need you in my life H , and i need your love .
i love you so much Helmy Mohd Noor .
