Darjah 4/5 .
Jiha suka Apis . Aku suka dia .
Form 1 .
Jiha suka Apis . Aku suka dia .
Form 1 .
Yes . Couple dngn budak softball - Shukri . The first one that says he likes me, he say that im cute . Aku cuma budak , so i take him without doubt . Almost a year we're in love . Then i betray him . So we broke up and that time - aku stop naik basikal pergi sekolah .
Form 2 .
Someone grab my attention . Dia selalu jalan kaki pergi sekolah , beg coklat , short-black hair , pimples dkat forehead dia . Oh , budak ni .
Couple with my cousins , Shadiq . 5 months and its over - because of my personal matter . Since kami saudara , its impossible for him to accept me . So i decided to break up . Dengan alasan - nak belajar and i blame him sbb dpt E . Im sorry Shadiq, its for our own good :')
Rombongan ke Kuala Lumpur . Niceee , i loike <3 Oh , hes coming too. Im not too much for him - mata aku lebih penting dekat dia - kembar . His so cute , his voice , his neck , his eyes . Makes my heart beat . Tapi sementara je - since i got a little fight with my friend who admire them first . Wtv - aku mengalah & let him go .
After that , i dont know why people matching me with Azizan . Hm maybe i love him ? Yes i do , but its not love , just like . Cuma aku tak cakap dngn org . Perlu ke ? So - im officialy aving a relationship with Azizan . I like him , yes i do . Then after 2 months 3 weeks - im BROKE . Ive enough , then clash . I THOUGH ITS A GOOD THING . YEAH
Im grown up. Thinking this is just a slice of life . I dont care - i keep going on with my life. Dah selalu duduk luar rumah , its better like that . I see him everyday .
Since that , we become close . Bual2 dngn dia dekat padang , main takraw , galah & everything. Such a good memories . But i still dont realize it . The heart beating without me knowing .
September - having a relationship with Adam . After 4 months , we break up . Why things like this keep happen ? Im the worse .
Today , i saw him again . We had a nice conversation with our childhood friends . Dia cakap dengan aku , then he laugh . What a sparkle smile :) .The heartbeat come again . I feel warm .
Little by little - i felt something . Though at first i hate him .
And i realize that i love him . Yeah , soo much . Aku sentiasa cari2 dia , i want to know more about him and that time i was 15 years 2 month #tak ingt -.-
Dear Allah ; thanks for giving me this love.
It was Friday , pergi pasar malam dengan Najiha. Bad news , dia dah couple - with someone that i know . Air mata tunggu jatuh je . Aku terus balik . Why ? Lepas aku dah rasa mcm ni . Whyyy ?
And im looking forward what gonna happend next .
Dia dah tahu aku suka dia . Bukan dari mulut aku , mulut org lain . Aku rasa menyesal. Mungkin sbb tu dia jauhkan diri dia dari aku selama ni . Un forgiveable . Thats it - i will forget about him . Again , aku rasa sunyi . Nangis . Aaah - this is the end :'( . Byebye love .
Iseta Affina is in relationship with Muhammad Nor Syaqir .
Im happy with him . I do . But i repeating the same thing - breaking up ..
The horrible me, the filthy me .
Then i realize , betul ke aku sentiasa pandang kedepan ? Aku hanya pandang kebelakang, mengharap sesuatu yg bukan milik aku . Yes - aku terima .
Ya Allah ; terima kasih memberi kasih ini .
Maaf -kasih itu dibuag begitu saja .
Selagi dia bukan milik kita, selagi tu - memang susah kita nak lupakan dia .
'Susah nak lupakan org yg kite x dptkan ?''
'Bestkan kalau boleh disisi dia , walaupun satu hari ''
'Rindu time dulu-dulu''
P/S : Dear readers , please - kindly not telling everyone about this matter .
I copy this post from my past-es diary .
Selagi dia bukan milik kita, selagi tu - memang susah kita nak lupakan dia .
'Susah nak lupakan org yg kite x dptkan ?''
'Bestkan kalau boleh disisi dia , walaupun satu hari ''
'Rindu time dulu-dulu''
P/S : Dear readers , please - kindly not telling everyone about this matter .
I copy this post from my past-es diary .
